The 1st part of our girl Sha Boogie and her experiences at the local 7-11 *adapted from her blog entry www.theradleyfiles.wordpress.com
the unfabulous life of kae Williams (episode 1)
DO YOU GOT MO' HOES THAN ME? ..THE NOTORIOUS k.a.e (AKA BIGGIE DRAWS)
L*ve is....
*In keeping with this weeks love them...i've included something i wrote a while ago...i'm not sure how clear it conveys to anyone other than myself but this'll have to do as an entry until i find something more creative to blog about...*
LOVE IS LIKE LOOKING AT THE SUN. CONCENTRATE ON IT TOO LONG AND YOU'LL BECOME BLIND TO EVERYTHING AROUND YOU. LOOK AWAY FOR A QUICK SECOND AND YOU'RE LEFT SHEDDING TEARS.
LOVE WHILE FUN, HAS ITS UP AND DOWN. ITS INS AND OUTS.VALLEY AND PEAKS.HIGHS AND LOWS. THE LOWS MAKE YOU MISS THE HIGHS. THE HIGHS MAKE YOU FORGET THE BITTERNESS ANGUISH AND ANGER OF LOVE FROM THE PAST.
LOVE WITHOUT TRUST IS JUST PASSIONLESS SEX. TWO BODIES INTERTWINED FOR A FEW SHEER MINUTES UNTIL ONE OR BOTH PARTIES ARE SPENT.THEN IT JUST BECOMES TO PEOPLE IN A BED WITH THEIR BACKS TO ONE ANOTHER.
LOVE IS WHAT LOVE IS...YOU CAN'T MAKE IT. IT'S NOT SOMETHING THAT YOU SAY...IT'S SOMETHING THAT YOU SHOW. NOT ALL LOVE INVOLVES HUGS, KISSES OR OUTRIGHT DISPLAYS OF AFFECTION. LOVE IS FELT. LOVE IS KNOWN.
YOU REALIZE THIS WHEN YOU'RE ALONE.
~fin
THE PURSUIT OF...
L*VE (edited to protect my heart)THE CHASE.THE THRILL.THE 90 DAY INITIATION PERIOD.THE BACK AND FORTH.THE UNNECESSARY DRAMA.THE PHONE TAG. THE INSTANT MESSAGES.THE TEXT MESSAGES. THE STARRY-EYED STARES. THE CONSTANT EMAILS. THE INDECISIVENESS OF CHOOSING A LOCATION FOR DINNER. THE "I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON YOUR WAY'', FOLLOWED BY THE EVERY FIVE-MINUTE VOICEMAILS ASKING "WHERE ARE YOU". THE IF YOU DON'T ANSWER THE PHONE AT 10 PM, MEANS YOU'RE WIH SOMEONE ELSE ACCUSATIONS. THE LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW SWEARING YOU SEE THEIR CAR DRIVE PAST YOUR HOUSE AT 10:15 PM....ALL SUCK. YET, I FIND MYSELF WANTING TO BE A PART OF THIS LIFE CYCLE...~FIN
Look up...in the sky...it's superdad....
So i'm getting to a point in my life where i finally feel like a man. Not just a man in age..but a man in action. If any of y'all are close to me offline then you know that my son's mom and I parted ways (many moons ago) due to things that i won't further mention here because it'll add turmoil to my life should my words make it to the wrong avenues at this time. Just know that I'm in the process of making the bond that she and i share...totally mine. She's made some very poor and irrational life decisions as of recently and as a result I feel it necessary for me to step into harms path before the wrong person (y'all know who) gets hurt and i'm not around to save him as my fatherly duties dictate that I should.
*pulls cape from beneath his shirt, and flies off into the cold brisk night sky*
*pulls cape from beneath his shirt, and flies off into the cold brisk night sky*
sorry gang...no Chopin Vodka tonight. Can't risk the vulnerability to my super powers quite yet...custody issues for a single dad are krypronite in theory.
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