All good things must come to an end...

The title of this entry rings painfully true. I am now sitting in the
Philly Int'l Airport waiting for my departure back to familiar
territory (aka Atlanta). I must say that this weekend has been a
blast all due to my greatful host (who also serves as my long term
crush and current (and possibly) final object of my affection.)

How stupid was it for me to bring a camera for the trip but barely use
it? I suppose that is just indicative that I was having way too much
fun to allow mere photo snapping to abruptly ruin the moment. Granted
I do not have physical pictures to share with the world but the mental
memories that are embeded in my mind will last me a lifetime.

This weekend I was able to learn alot about myself. The biggest self
realization happened to be that I am a closeted control freak. I
didn't do anything that I planned *FOR THE RECORD ,I didn't plan
anything but everyhing that we did I had no hand in organizing. Never
in my adult life have I ever gone somewhere and was driven around the
entire time. Giving up that sort of power damn near feminized me to a
point where my homeboy Kenny would have blurted out " N*gga, have you
gone faggot?" ( I swear he says this in real life),

Another thing I learned about myself is that i am completely
controlled and absorbed by the concept of time. I have to be the only
black person who plans out his whole day to the absolute milli-second.
Anyone that knows me can attest that I am up by 6 am and out my
6:30am, only to return home by noon. During that time I perform the
tasks and errands that a normal person wouldn't do until way later in
the day. Spending time with someone that operates on the provebial and
cliched Colored People Time is both annoying and pleasently welcomed
at the same time. I was forced to slow down and look at the world from
a free thinkers point of view. I realized that even when I don't have
things planned out, I still tend to have an iternirary, agenda, or
plan of action in my head. " Going with the flow" in my world consists
of traveling down channels and avenues already experienced whereas in
the realms of others the same phrase doesnt hold the same meaning... A
free spirit I am not. I live and thrive off of structure and
premediatated courses of action.

I managed to break all diet rules over the past few days... I ate out
more than I ever should have, spent more money than I care to mention
and had more fun doing it all than I can ever scribe on this here blog.

I have learned one valuable lesson and that is: FUN CAN NOT BE
MEASURED OR SCALED BUT IT SURE AS HELL CAN BE BRAGGED ABOUT (c)
kae.williams

I won't go into great details but I will say that I had an enjoyable
evening at the Four Seasons Hotel complete with a full body massage,
whirlpool jacuzzi, and a great Thai dinner.

Well family, I'll attempt to recap my entire weekend events in further
detail at a later time but the battery on this iPod Touch are dying
and I am currently on Delta Flight 1005 in route back to my humble
abode back in Atlanta.

~fin
LovePeace'nFishgrease

P.S.
To CDS, thanks and love for a great time

We are all born ignorant but one must work hard to remain stupid (c)
Benjamin Franklin