L*VE (edited to protect my heart)
THE CHASE.THE THRILL.THE 90 DAY INITIATION PERIOD.THE BACK AND FORTH.THE UNNECESSARY DRAMA.THE PHONE TAG. THE INSTANT MESSAGES.THE TEXT MESSAGES. THE STARRY-EYED STARES. THE CONSTANT EMAILS. THE INDECISIVENESS OF CHOOSING A LOCATION FOR DINNER. THE "I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON YOUR WAY'', FOLLOWED BY THE EVERY FIVE-MINUTE VOICEMAILS ASKING "WHERE ARE YOU". THE IF YOU DON'T ANSWER THE PHONE AT 10 PM, MEANS YOU'RE WIH SOMEONE ELSE ACCUSATIONS. THE LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW SWEARING YOU SEE THEIR CAR DRIVE PAST YOUR HOUSE AT 10:15 PM....ALL SUCK. YET, I FIND MYSELF WANTING TO BE A PART OF THIS LIFE CYCLE...~FIN
6 years ago
2 Responses to "THE PURSUIT OF..."
Youre such a good dude. Seriously. And I hope "she" comes soon....
Grayse, there's days where I want "her" to come , then there's days that I remember all of the "her's" that i've had in my life and when i was fooled into believing that "she" was the one and in a brief instance i'm reminded of everything i hate about being in a relationship.
Some days are highs and some are lows...
I'm not miserable (contrary to how my writing reflects) i'm just tired of the ins and outs of getting to know people when you're active in the dating scene.
I'd be remiss and lying if i said that I don't long to be married, 2 kids, a house and a dog but as my mom would say "Settling down means that you've settled" and i'm not so sure i'm prepared to do that anymore.
I want it all, yet i don't want it all the time. I need someone to meet me 1/2 way and so far i haven't met someone willing to do just that. It's either I do it all or it never happens.
I'm a troubled soul.
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