3 DAYS….

I’m convinced that I have more than one damaging addiction. In addition to my insane addiction to Vanilla Coke ®, Grandma’s® Peanut Butter Cookies,I also have an addiction to a various amount of prescription sleeping pills (Rozerem, Lunestra and Ambien CR). The recent deaths of Heath Ledger, Michael Jackson, and Brittany Murphy have all put some rather morbid thoughts in my head as of late and now I’m trying to stop being so dependent on it all.

So far I’m about 3 days clean…which isn’t nothing in regards to beating any sort of chemical dependency but hey it’s a start. I don’t believe I had half of these issues when I was drinking. (Ha, I kicked one bad habit and picked up about 6 more…GO kcuf’ing figure.

I’m 3 days free of this mind altering substances, my mind is racing and I’m writing like crazy. Just what I need…..a reason to write as if the past months depression and drama wasn’t fuel enough!!! Well obviously it wasn’t because I’ve been scribing away the past couple of hours.

The picture below is my consumption for this evening :

~fin~